Renegade Sheep

Yesterday was Good Shepherd Sunday, as is always the fourth Sunday of Easter. Our Christian Educator at Second preached an outstanding sermon, which I would rank as one of the top five or ten I've heard.

Here it is.

"Sheep of a Renegade Shepherd"

A sermon on Psalm 23 by Cathy Hoop

Blessing and honor and glory and might

Yesterday's lectionary readings included one of my favorite scripture passages, a scene from the fifth chapter of Revelation of heavenly worship

"Then I looked, and I heard the voice of many angels surrounding the throne and the living creatures and the elders; they numbered myriads of myriads and thousands of thousands, singing with full voice, "Worthy is the Lamb that was slaughtered to receive power and wealth and wisdom and might and honor and glory and blessing!" Then I heard every creature in heaven and on earth and under the earth and in the sea, and all that is in them, singing, "To the one seated on the throne and to the Lamb be blessing and honor and glory and might forever and ever!" And the four living creatures said, "Amen!" And the elders fell down and worshiped."


I always think that it's funny that my favorite biblical passage comes from Revelation, since that's usually the territory of fundamentalist televangelists who spend their ministries making bold claims about the time and place of Jesus' imminent return. If you look behind the flat out strange imagery and bizarre prophesies found in John's Revelation, you'll find some extraordinary visions of the church universal standing before the throne of God. I think those of us who have the privilege of being able to create music in worship, whether being an organist or pianist as I have been, or one of the voices that joins to create a community's song of praise, prayer or lament, know something about what heaven is like.

When I was the music director and organist at Trinity Lutheran in Terre Haute (hi Lutherans!), the most intense moment in worship for me were when we would sing the canticle "This is the feast" toward the beginning of the service. It is a canticle that takes its text from the words of Revelation. "This is the feast of victory for our God, Alleluia! Worthy is Christ, the Lamb who was slain, whose blood set us free to be people of God. Power and riches and wisdom and strength and honor and blessing and glory are his. Sing with all the people of God, and join in the hymn of all creation; Blessing and honor and glory and might be to God and the Lamb forever, Amen! This is the feast of victory for our God, for the Lamb who was slain has begun his reign. Alleluia, Alleluia!"

Images of all creation joining to sing a hymn are important to me when I am playing music for worship. Often when we'd sing that hymn, I'd imagine ocean waves crashing and tree leaves rustling in the wind joining the voices of human and non-human creatures. It's like Herbert Brokering's hymn "Earth And All Stars" where everything from crowds and marching bands to trumpets and pipes to loud boiling test tubes sing praises to God. Images of people from every tribe and language at the throne of God (there must not be any English-only laws in Heaven, surprisingly) are very moving to me.

Creation's song of praise takes on many faces when examined at individual levels. It might sound like the phenomenal music our youth group at Second Pres. offered at last Sunday's youth service: a rendition of Hank William's "I Saw the Light" and Nickel Creek's "Doubting Thomas," which both illustrated beautifully the theme of the day. It might be the footsteps of migrant workers entering a strange land where they won't necessarily be welcomed. The song of praise might be found in the strong voices of homeless men gathered on Easter morning to sing "Amazing Grace." It might be heard as somebody relieves stress by humming to the radio on the way to work. Even the cries of anguish blend into this song to the Lamb who was slaughtered in screams from help from violence.


What a humbling opportunity it is for us to enter God's eternal time in music and in worship.

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The last piece of the puzzle for Second Presbyterian's new building is the installation of the new organ. Yesterday morning, many people were standing in the front of the sanctuary staring backwards toward the balcony to get the first glimpse of the new organ, which was still on a truck a week earlier. It is Juget-Sinclair's Opus 26, a tracker action organ with 22 ranks.

Here are the specifications on the Juget-Sinclair site.

It should be ready to go by the new church building's dedication service on the afternoon of June 3.

Toolshed under siege: When animals (and hoodlums) attack

The Toolshed seems to be under attack.

For nearly a week, what at first seemed like a normal robin, has tortured us with repeated crashes into our little home. Over and over (and over) he will fly head first into our living room window. He will sit on our trash can outside and then start his repeated pecking at our window. Normal sessions, which happen several times a day, include about 7-8 take offs and crash landings.

We have a few theories of what might be going on here. The bird might be mentally challenged. Maybe it fell out of its nest as a young baby robin. Perhaps its mother drank before laying her egg. We are also thinking that this might be the Holy Spirit trying to peck its way into our house in some symbolic action.

Here are a few action shots taken from inside.

Just as we thought the deranged robin was the biggest of our problems over on Richards Street...

This afternoon, Tara, Chasie and I went to see Blades of Glory with our friend Zach at the Regal Green Hills. We smuggled in some burritos from Baja Fresh since the movie started at 12:45 and we didn't have time to eat. When we pulled back up to the house, here is what we saw:

Yes, that's right, here in Green Hills, where there are no problems in the world, our beloved Toolshed was tagged. We think it was done in broad daylight since we didn't see it on our walk to church this morning or on the way to the movie. We're not sure what it says or stands for. Who would have done such a thing? Was it a random act of vandalism, or was this graffiti making a statement against us? It could have been some other group of volunteers who were jealous of our NEP awesomeness (the youth ministers? the Jesuits?). Maybe somebody from one of our workplaces was getting back at one of us. I wouldn't think the homeless people would walk this far, though I might have made a few enemies. Maybe one of the disgruntled Jr. High students from Patrick's after school program, or one of Tara's clients that she wronged in some way? Who knows. If you have any information on who might have committed this crime, or can figure out what the grafitti says, call us at the Toolshed or call the Metro Police directly. Thanks.

RESURRECTION PEOPLE

This morning, I had the unique opportunity to see all of my worlds meet in a parking lot in downtown Nashville. Second Presbyterian held its annual sunrise service at the Campus for Human Development this morning on a record cold day. We bundled up and met under a tent, worshiped and then fed breakfast to the crowd. My family visited me this weekend, so it was nice to have them, those with whom I work, and those with whom I attend church together in one setting.

I was asked to give the sermon, which I did. It was a spirit-filled morning, to say the least. As each of us who introduced the service said, there is no place on earth any of us would rather be on Easter morning. The Campus can be a place of great sadness, as it was last Friday when the gentleman attempted to take his own life, but, as a parallel to the biblical story, Sunday morning was a day of hope.

Here is the sermon I gave.

RESURRECTION OF THE LORD SUNDAY / EASTER MORNING AT SUNRISE
ISAIAH 65: 17-25
JOHN 20: 1-18

Sunday, April 8, 2007
The Campus for Human Development
Jeff Moles

WHY ARE YOU WEEPING?

Those of us who spend a lot of time in this place, as I and many of you do, know that this is an unlikely place for people to come to celebrate the first moments of Easter Sunday. All too often, these streets are a place of sadness and violent words and actions. It can be hard to find the beauty in a place like this, but believe me, it is here. The same must have been true in the garden on that first Easter morning. Mary Magdalene and the disciples were just a few days removed from the death of their close friend and teacher. Most of us know how it feels to loose someone we love. And unfortunately, many of us gathered here this morning know the terror of losing that loved one by violent means, dying before their time.

So—how is it that some people are able to see past the gloom of life’s harsh realities? How did those present in the garden that morning gain eyes to see new life and have faith to react? And perhaps most importantly, how can we, in this time and place, gain the courage to see God’s resurrection work among us? How can we turn from people stuck in Good Friday’s world of death, fear and anguish, into a people marked by the resurrection, with its new beginnings, hope and joy? Will it make a difference in this world if we all believe in the resurrection but live like we’re stuck on Good Friday?

I think we can take our cues from those mentioned in the gospel account we heard this morning. According to John, Simon Peter and the other disciple went into the tomb that morning and looked at what was there: burial cloths lying by themselves. As John puts it, they “saw and believed.” Mary Magdalene encountered the risen Christ herself. The gospel writer tells us that she “went and announced” the good news to others. And so, here is set before us, a pattern to emulate in our path to becoming a resurrection people: see, believe, go, announce.

SEE
The first of these, to see, is often the hardest because it requires us to think outside of the box and think in a way that is different from the way the rest of the world would have us. It is easy to look at the person who is at the bottom of society’s ladder, who has no respect for her or himself or for anyone else for that matter, who struggles with addiction and self-abuse, and think that they have no future, no hope for development as a person. To see with Easter eyes means to embrace the image of God in that person, to have a vision of what that person might become as a fully developed child of God.

As many of you know, we have some people who work here at the Campus who are recovering addicts and those who have escaped the bonds of homelessness. I think they hold an important key to the rest of us in how to be people of new life rather than of death: both to those of us in this community like me who have never had to taste the bitter pill of life on the streets and those who are still on their way back from that struggle. It is through their strength and the strength of those currently going through our programs like Odyssey that it becomes possible to see how life might change for those who call the alley home. I sometimes like to look around this place and try to imagine who will be the next person to take a big step in the journey of recovery. Who will be the next Melvin, June, Fred, Harry or Ron?

Seeing the seemingly impossible, whether it’s having the strength to see a pile of cloths in an empty tomb, or imagining a person with hopefulness, is the first step in living the resurrection life.

BELIEVE
The next step after seeing is believing. After the disciples saw the pile of burial clothes, the gospel writer says they believed. Would we have the faith to believe in God’s amazing power to bring about new life from death? Would we be able to believe the mystery of resurrection in a dark tomb?

After we’ve seen the evidence, it’s our task to believe in the force behind it. Sometimes it’s so easy to think that there’s really nothing behind all this “God” stuff. My friends, I’ve seen so much evidence of God’s power here it’s hard to not believe that there is something greater than ourselves at work among us.

More often it’s in little things rather than big. I see evidence of God’s work here when somebody gets a new job that gives them hope for a future that is better. I see it in the looks on people’s faces when they come walking across this parking lot on Friday mornings after attending a graduation ceremony from the DTC alcohol and drug treatment program. I see it when people enjoy community and fellowship with others at Room In The Inn. I see it when people organize with one another to fight for the housing that they and others deserve. God’s power is even present in the darkest of times. It is there when I’m walking someone to the Guest House and they say to me, “I’ve really had enough of this; I need help.” Or when a heated dispute turns into handshakes.

See the evidence of God’s resurrection work among us and believe.

GO
After we’ve seen and believed the good news, it’s our big chance to shine. “Go.” Just as Mary went from her encounter with Jesus that first Easter morning, living a life that reflects the resurrection often requires that we go from where we are. That might mean to make a change in the way we think. It might mean associating with different people, either ones that won’t tempt you into old ways of living or ones who especially need your good example. Or, it might mean, as it has for me, moving from Indiana to Tennessee to turn strangers into friends.

On Easter Sunday last year I was a college student, and the music director at a church. This Easter Sunday, I’m a Young Adult Volunteer with the Presbyterian Church (U.S.A.), working with the homeless community here at the Campus for Human Development. This is a different world from the one I was used to. I have learned a lot about what it means to survive on the streets and have a great deal of respect for all of you. I don’t fully understand your struggle because I have never been there myself. I do, however, believe that the work I do here, even when it doesn’t make people happy, is what God has called me to do.

Go. Go where you’ve never been. Jesus calls us to go into all the world as resurrection people. Go.


ANNOUNCE
The fourth thing we find Mary Magdalene doing is announcing the good news.

Saint Francis of Assisi said “Preach the gospel at all times – if necessary, use words.”

I think this is a good way for us to look at our responsibility to this world and to God to announce the gospel. A good way to start in this endeavor is to respect ourselves as people made in the image of God. Though we are certainly not worthy of God’s great love for us and the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ that was carried out on our behalf, we must embrace our identity as God’s children. Those of us who are baptized know what it means to be claimed by God. It is up to God’s grace to help us live a life worthy of the calling to which we are called.

After we respect the image of God within ourselves, a good next step is to respect that image in everyone else we meet. Some people say that they experience God best by looking at a beautiful sunset or while hiking in the mountains. Typically these comments are made to justify not going to church or participating in any type of spiritual community. While I certainly give nothing but praise to God for the beauty of creation, I tend to think these people are a little off base. You see, I think the best place, and admittedly the most difficult, to meet God is in one another. Only human beings are made in the image of God. It is our task to love them as we would love our selves and respect the image of God that they reveal to this world as much as we respect the one that is in ourselves.

By doing this, we announce to this world that we see things differently. For us, the sorrow of Good Friday has passed, and the joy of Easter fills our hearts, minds, and actions.


See.
Believe.
Go.
Announce.

By overcoming death, God has given us the command to turn our lives in a God-ward direction. We are called not to live in the shadows and mourn the violent, poor world in which we live. It is our calling as people of the resurrection to ask the world the same questions posed to Mary by the angels and Jesus: “why are you weeping?”

Why are you weeping, world? Christ is risen! Alleluia! Amen.

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"EASTER IN A PARKING LOT"

by Stacy Rector, former Associate Pastor of Second Presbyterian Church

Pavement, worn and cracked as

tired feet falling

on broken asphalt

bearing worn bags and cracked hearts

Another day on the streets

Empty bellies and pockets

An empty tomb

Light breaks once more

Still, a shadow looms large

in cruciform shape lengthens with the day

Where is the broken one this morning?

Stumbling along the railroad tracks or

dripping with Easter finery?

Smelling of lilies or

of the streets?

On a folding chair in the corner

As cold hands thaw

A warm heart plots again

to change

water into wine or

into hot coffee

A parking lot becomes a church,

Crumbs, a feast

Resurrection rises among us

Like leaven in a loaf,

like laughter in the throat

like an "alleluia" or an "amen"

Lightly landing on asphalt gray,

Traipsing like an angel floating in air

Comes one with melody of hope in one another

And the music of the mystery of love

Chasing away fear, cleansing guilt,

Conquering death forever...

Solidarity

Just before Lent began, something appeared in the sanctuary of Second Presbyterian that many people had been asking about since the new sanctuary opened in January. A cross. The central symbol of our faith had finally been included in our new worship space. At first, I didn’t like it. It disrupted the simplicity that I had been enjoying. The pulpit sort of forms a cross as interpreted in the PCUSA seal; we had a table, a font and a Christ candle. Wasn’t this enough? Despite what I thought, there were many who thought something was missing without a prominent cross.

What a strange symbol our faith has. The cross is an execution device. Maybe if Jesus would have lived in 2007, an appropriate symbol for Christianity would be a syringe or an electric chair. For me, as Al Gore might say, the cross is the inconvenient truth of faith. It is so tempting to skip over the crucifixion aspect, especially since I was so turned off by the marketing and frenzy surrounding “The Passion of the Christ” movie a few years ago. I am a Christian who likes to think about the life Jesus lived and the example he left for us, or the resurrection, which calls to mind notions of eternity and hope. But a horrifying death by torture? No thanks.

Today was one of those days where things were a little rough at work. This morning, one of our participants had what we called a “psychotic episode” which was really an episode of pain, illness and rage. It began with us asking him to leave for the day because of the language he was using and the way he was talking to us. It ended in his being taken away in an ambulance after he had been so desperate to seek release from the pains of this life that he had rammed his own head against one of our buildings in an attempt to take his own life. As I said something like “I understand what you mean” or “I know what you are going through” he absolutely broke down as a person and wept openly to the point of mental instability where he made threats against others and himself before finally injuring himself. As he made clear to me, I don’t know what he is going through, and he was right. As he lay in pain on the cold concrete with his arms spread and his legs flailing around in a state of semi-consciousness, he kept crying in pain, spiritual, emotional and physical.

There is someone who knows what pain we face in life. For in human form, God walked in our shoes. Christ faced the most humiliating and cruel pain the world had to offer. That is the message of Good Friday: the cross stands as an eternal symbol of the God who bears the pain of this broken world every day.

Even the stones will shout...

...when you use eco-palms for Palm Sunday!

Because the actual palms that church members wave in their churches on Palm Sunday are not the real meaning of this day, most people don't think about where the palms we use come from and how we might be neglecting the call to love our neighbor and care for creation by using particular types of palms. At Second this morning, we used eco-palms. Here's what the bulletin insert explaining this project had to say.

eco-palms: a healthier harvest

Today, in celebration of Palm Sunday, our congregation has partnered with Enough for Everyone of the Presbyterian Church (U.S.A.) to use eco-palms--a branch truly worthy of celebration.

COMMUNITIES AT RISK

More than 300 million palm fronds are harvested each year for US consumption alone--most of them for Palm Sunday. Yet for the communities who harvest these plants year after year, palm fronds rarely represent jubilation. Although US palm purchases may reach as high as $4.5 million each year, the palm harvesters themselves earn very little. Indigenous families and communities, who rely heavily on palm harvesting for income, represent the poorer segments of the rural populations in the palm-producing areas of Mexico and Guatemala.

ENVIRONMENT AT RISK

Typically, palm harvesting is done by community members hired by local contractors, who then sell palms to large floral export firms. Payment is based on volume, so harvesters are motivated to gather a large quantity of palms without regard for quality. As a result, up to half the palms harvested are usually discarded due to poor quality. Many palm producing areas are important biosphere reserves, and the harsh harvesting techniques rapidly deplete the forest's rich biodiversity.

GOOD NEWS: A HEALTHIER HARVEST

The PC(USA) has partnered with Lutheran World Relief, Catholic Relief Services and the University of Minnesota to help build support in the US for eco-palms by introducing congregations to this social and environmental justice project.

Eco-palms are harvested in a more sustainable way--harvesters are paid on the quality of their palms rather than the quantity. These communities are also committed to using harvesting practices that minimize the impact on the natural forest.

Eco-palm harvesters and community members sort and package the palms themselves and sell their palms directly rather than relying on middlemen. In this way, eco-palms improve local communities' standard of living and ensure that the money paid for the palms benefit those who labor.

As we raise our branches in celebration today, we play an important role in protecting forests, local jobs, and sustainable livelihoods in harvesting communities.

Eco-Palm Project

part of Enough for Everyone

a campaign of the PCUSA that encourages creative ways of to practice responsible discipleship in the global community, including the Presbyterian Coffee Project, Electric Stewardship, Sweat-Free T's, Oikocredit, the Eco-Palm Project, and the Global Marketplace.

The Last Night of Room In The Inn

Tonight, across Nashville, a couple hundred homeless people are sleeping on mattresses and cots in church fellowship halls, having enjoyed a warm meal and loving fellowship with church members. Tomorrow night, these same men and women will have to find somewhere else to spend the night. Many will choose to stay at the Nashville Rescue Mission, the largest source of shelter for the homeless here, and some will live on the streets for the next seven months, since Room In The Inn, the Campus’s winter shelter program ends tomorrow morning when church busses will stream into our downtown parking lot for the last time this season. I haven’t really said much on this blog about Room In The Inn, so I figured I should before it’s over. Most people in Nashville aren’t quite sure what the Campus for Human Development is (“Oh, is that at Vanderbilt or something?”), but nearly everyone knows about Room In The Inn.

The sheer number of people who volunteer for Room In The Inn hadn’t hit me until last Sunday morning when those who had volunteered their time at some point in the last five months came to the front of the sanctuary as the congregation said a litany of thanksgiving. I imagined a similar number being multiplied by 150 and saw what a huge thing Room In The Inn is.

So, what is Room In The Inn, and how does it work? Basically, as I briefly explain it to new participants a few times a day, it is our winter shelter program that runs November 1st through March 31st. Over 150 congregations in Nashville take small groups of people to their church buildings one night a week, offering them dinner, a warm place to sleep, and breakfast. When RITI guests return to the Campus in the morning (by around 6:00), they can draw a ticket that will let them know when they’ll be able to go back to a church for the night—either that night or the one after.

The number of beds available in any one night seems to average between 150 and 250. There are very few nights when people are not turned away. On a recent day on the daily RITI wrap-up report it was written, “85 degrees, still not enough beds.” Because of the popularity of our program among the homeless population, there is quite a street market for Room In The Inn tickets.

I have mostly observed Room In The Inn from a distance, since I go home from work at 4:30. I have actually seen it more from the side of Second Presbyterian than from the Campus. Through most of the winter, I have had other commitments that have had me at the church on Wednesday nights, which has given me an opportunity to visit Room In The Inn. Second has been taking eighteen guests, which is about the most that is ever sent out in one group. We have also hosted the women, which is a special challenge, to say the least, for much of this season. It was funny the first few times I visited RITI at Second, because the first reaction when people saw me was that something must be wrong or that they were in trouble for something. After most people found out that Second is “Jeff’s church,” I stopped getting too many looks of fear. I actually have received numerous compliments each week about the hospitality that has been shown at Second Pres.

I think that the most important part of Room In The Inn is the fact that once the guests leave the Campus, they are entirely in contact with volunteers. I have found when I’ve been at Second for RITI, I have a hard time not being judgmental, since I know something about most of the people there. The volunteers who give their time welcoming their guests, fixing dinner, putting out the mattresses complete with chocolates on the pillow, and doing many loads of laundry, don’t have the same basis for judgment that I do and can focus more on practicing hospitality and unconditional love. Our program is also special because it lets people exist in small groups which foster community and respect. They don’t feel like they are being herded around like animals.

The end of Room In The Inn season means different things to different people. For us on the staff, it is a feeling of relief. Friday felt like the “Friday of Fridays” as I called it, because we made it through the busy time of the year that everyone was bracing for last October. Starting next week, the Campus will close at 2:00pm for the day, rather than at 4:00 until it reopened for RITI at 4:30. We’ll have some time to catch up on some of the things that we haven’t had the time to focus on. For our participants, it is a much more difficult reality to face. Many people go through a very rough time when Room In The Inn is over. Emotional stress often increases as does physical violence. With Room In The Inn, people find a home, where they are welcomed no matter what. They find a place where they can be served and serve others in ways that give them hope for change in their own lives.

LITANY OF THANKSGIVING FOR ROOM IN THE INN

Give thanks to the Lord who is good.
God’s love is everlasting.
Come, let us praise God joyfully.
Let us come to God with thanksgiving.
For human life;
for talking and living and eating together;
for common hopes and hardships shared from birth until our dying;
Thank you, God.
For the homeless in whom we see the face of Christ;
for the poor in whom we meet our risen savior;
for shared community and common humanity.
Thank you, God.
For our Room in the Inn guests, who give us the gifts of their stories;
for their life experiences, which challenge us to examine our own lives;
for deepening awareness of our common need of your grace;
Thank you, God.
For these volunteers, who gave up the comforts of home to share a home with our guests;
for their gifts of hospitality, cooking, companionship and service;
for being the community of Christ and welcoming the homeless into that community.
Thank you, God.
For all the ways their thankfulness for your love has been increased;
for the new ways they have learned how to bear the name of Christ through their service;
for growing discipleship and deepening faith.
Thank you, God.
Especially, O God, for Jesus the Christ;
who lived and died and lives again to welcome us home;
for our hope in him and the joy of serving you.
We thank and praise you, Eternal God,
for all your goodness to us.
Give thanks to the Lord, who is good.
God’s love is everlasting.

Heart for the People

from today's Tennessean:

'Heart for the People' fills Room In The Inn Leader:

From volunteer to executive director, Hester is advocate for city's homeless

By SYLVIA SLAUGHTER

Staff Writer

Though she studied interior design, Rachel Hester calls her office decor "secondhand chic."
She means clutter, unsophisticated clutter, from a dime-store Mickey Mouse to hand-me-drawn cards from the men and women she shields from their detractors and bawls out when she catches them lighting up a bong outside her window.

For longer than a year now, Hester has been executive director of Room in the Inn's Campus for Human Development, a way-station for the homeless.

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Blogging the Campus Values: SPIRITUALITY

This is the first in a series of blog posts with some guest writers. I have asked some of my co-workers from the Campus for Human Development to write some personal reflections on the seven core values that are contained in our mission statement:

“Through the power of spirituality and the practice of love, the Campus for Human Development provides hospitality with a respect that offers hope in a community of non-violence.”

At the beginning of each posting, I will incorporate some reflections on the meaning of each value by our Founding Director Charlie Strobel. It is my hope that by getting to know some of the people I spend my days with, you will gain a better understanding of what I am doing in Nashville this year.

In this first post, we’ll reflect on the value of spirituality through the lens of three of my favorite Campus friends. Anneice will share the role that spirituality has played in her response to the death three weeks ago of her daughter Bambi. Many Campus values were lived out in our community’s response to Ms. Anneice’s loss. Jana writes about spirituality from the unique perspective as a young Jewish person. Finally, Fred, who I called “the person I never thought I’d sit next to in church” when we were at Anneice’s daughter’s funeral a few weeks ago, but who always surprises us with the depth of his love for our participants, writes about the fact that spirituality doesn’t allow us to judge.

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“The Campus for Human Development understands that spirituality is a way of encountering the divine in all of us. It is a process, more than a set of doctrines—a process of discovery of our inner life, as coming from God and moving toward God. This inner life is at the center of our understanding of ourselves. The process of self-understanding cannot be gained fully without a personal journey inward. Others may tell us much about ourselves. Society can define and explain much about our relationship to one another. But no one is able to experience our inner life. There inside ourselves, we alone have the power to come to an awareness of our heart’s desires and our mind’s intentions. Our spiritual quest is to link our spirit (our desires and intentions) to the divine spirit that also resides within us. This process develops our conscience and forms our soul. Practically, spirituality transcends denominational identities and structures and expresses our values through actions.”

-Charles Strobel

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GUEST BLOGGER: Fred Collins

I am a 62-year-old retired dentist and also a retired drug addict. After years of struggling with addiction I finally got clean and sober five years ago. I feel that working here at the Campus could possibly help others recover from this vicious disease.

To me, spirituality is the basis for our other core values. I think it is a must for staff members to embrace spiritual principles in order to empathize with our population. One of the most important of these is tolerance, because without this we could be judgmental. It is not our mission to over analyze what got our participants here but to help them return to mainstream society, or, if that is not within their reach, help them cope with a less than desirable situation. This requires the full array of spiritual principles—compassion, hope, love, hospitality, respect, non-violence, etc. No matter how many classes we do or group sessions we facilitate, without these spiritual principles we could become too judgmental and all would be lost.


Fred is part of the education team at the Campus. He leads drug and alcohol addiction recovery classes for the men in our Odyssey program and occasionally for our general population. He spends most of the day in our education center, and helping run our storage program. We all know Fred as someone who might greet us with a four-letter word or as the person least likely to sugar-coat the truth in any situation. We also know that Fred is probably the most caring person on our staff, and any of us would trust him with our lives.

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GUEST BLOGGER: Jana Bregman

Hi, my name is Jana and I am one of Jeff’s co-interns at the Campus. I graduated from high school (University School of Nashville) last May and chose to put off college for a year to work at the Campus. My thought was that as much fun as writing more papers and studying for exams sounds, working at an agency with an outstanding mission and an unreal staff sounded much more worthwhile.

From reading Jeff’s blog I’m sure you have begun to appreciate how complex this place is so maybe you can see why I am now just starting to understand (with some confidence) the Campus’ philosophy, procedures, and the population we serve. My understanding of the Campus’ seven core values has definitely evolved during my time at the Campus and in particular, the value of spirituality has taken on new meaning for me, someone who grew up in a religious household and practices a devout Jewish lifestyle.

It is a common misinterpretation that the words religion and spirituality are synonymous. For me, the word spirituality fosters images of my mom and I lighting the Sabbath candles, or me covering my eyes while I say the she’ma before bed. While these moments can be described as both spiritual and religious, certain interactions at the Campus have shown me that spirituality is not confined to religious experiences. Spirituality is also when God is present in the form of love, community, and peace between fellow humans.

Here are a few among many examples of spirituality I have witnessed at the Campus:

- A gentleman who used our services years ago is now on staff at the Campus and often works through the night serving individuals at our Guest House (an alternative to jail for the publicly intoxicated).

- When one of my co-workers helped dress an individual who is mentally handicapped and was not aware that he was exposed.

- One day a participant threatened suicide and later, when Mobile Crisis asked her for the name of the person she can rely on the most, she said the people at the Campus.

- The safety and warmth of our prayer circle every night before Room In the Inn, the Campus’ winter shelter program.

- The face that I feel welcomed and totally included even though I practice a different faith than the rest of the Campus staff.

The Campus was founded as a multi-faith organization and this is apparent in its values. The Campus doesn’t force a particular religion or even a particular God but it still values spirituality because of its inherent connection to the Campus’ five other core values – nonviolence, love, community, hospitality, and hope. And without these values, there’s no way we (the staff) could help others help themselves on the road to recovery.


Jana will turn 19 in a few weeks, but she is probably the most mature, capable person that works at the Campus. She takes on a number of roles, and works with just about all of our program teams, including administration, education, Odyssey, and Room In The Inn. She also coordinates the Campus’ Teen Board. Jana and I have a great time working together at the support desk, in the day room, and sorting the mail. We also share a luxurious office, and join in celebrating our latest victory over the mice that want to share it with us.

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GUEST BLOGGER: Anneice Tisdale

Spirituality means to me is when God is testing you to see how much faith you have in him when he takes a love one from you. It is hard to keep the pain in my heart. And you ask, “why did you pick my little flower?” I know there is a time to be born and a time to die. It seems like he wants us to go on giving ourselves helping others. My heart is broken but I know God is a just God. So I am trying my best to help others to go on. Someday he will wipe away all my tears and this burden in my heart. He knows I am a giving person and would do anything for anyone. Spirituality to the Campus is about helping the participants and listening to them, giving all we’ve got and putting them on the right road.

When I see a bright star, I know it my child looking down on her family.

Ms. Anneice is one of the “originals” who has been with Room In The Inn and The Campus since its inception. She begins each day at 6:00am by running our shower program and works in the day room until the afternoon, also leading our daily orientation sessions. Known as “The Warden,” Anneice is the face of the Campus and a mother to many in Nashville’s homeless community. She never fails to make me laugh, and my favorite times at work are when I pull up a chair next to her in the day room. She is at her best when she is teaching our Odyssey guys to dance, or making sure that some of our participants who are least able to care for themselves have their clothes washed. The Warden also possesses special laser vision that can spot food in the day room from miles away.

Homeless rally arrest was wrong

from Sunday's Tennessean:

Homeless rally arrest was wrong

By GAIL KERR

Charlie Strobel is an unlikely convict.

He is 64 years old. He's a former Catholic priest who started Room in the Inn 21 years ago. Now, 150 congregations offer the homeless a warm, safe place to sleep on cold nights. He knows everybody from the lowliest street bum to the richest Belle Meade businessman. At the funeral of his mother, Strobel urged people to forgive her murderer.

This is the man police arrested last week for protesting. read the full article